So.. School tomorrow. This weekend went so fast. It was crazy but dull. I didn't really do too much except worked and got to see BV last night and went to church and cleaned my room. I really needed to clean my room and I am glad it got done. And I did my Biology Homework for Mr. Springfield. It is about 9pm. I don't know how to fix the time zone on Blogger, but I really don't care. Just know if it says posted at 5 it is really 2 where I am. (3 hours difference) I miss BV right now. I texted him but he is not texting me back, i don't know why. I havn't heard much from him today except a few texts earlier. I'm not sure what is up with him right now. I am having some thoughts like will this really happen, which I don't think it will, but I want it to. And if it does happen is it worth it? I am waiting for a guy I love who is (in my opinion) very sexually confused and I'm not sure if I can sit here and do it anymore and wait for him when I could be out there finding someone else. I really love him and would love to be apart of his life even more, but the way things are going I am not sure how this will play out. GM, one of the girls who wrote that card for me, is at my neighbors house spending the night. Thats pretty cool, she is right down the road. (I was just talking to her via facebook) I have also been listening to alot of 3 Doors Down tonight, I don't know why, I just was.. lol. I like their songs. I kinda can't wait for school so I can see BV. I ride the bus to save gas for my car and he always sits with me in the afternoons. <3. (its more like sits on me.. but same thing right? lol) He is always all on me on the bus.. We snuggle and cuddle and flirt on the bus in front of everyone. (pretty much everyone on the bus knows what kind of relationship we have and mine and his sexualities.) So I don't make a big deal about it. But anyway thats why I can't wait for tomorrow. Can't wait to see him! I have AIM if any of you would like to IM me... it is josephdog78@aim.com. Feel free to IM me.. I may not always be on, but when I am I will talk to you. Love
Andrew Bennett<333333
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