Saturday, January 15, 2011

Okay

So, I have been thinking lately. Some days I am like in love with BV and some days I am not so much. I don't really know my situation right now. I think I am in the process of getting over him, which I might have to do. I do not know. I always want to see him and be around him, but sometimes its like I don't want to answer his phone calls. Which, won't be a problem now because my cell phone is shut off. But hopefully I can get my mom to turn it back on so I can actually use it. He isn't sleeping over tonight, but maybe I can convince my mom to let him tomorrow. Any suggestions? This would help me out a lot I am sure. I do not know what to say to her about it. I cleaned the kitchen today and picked up my room. She saw. She thanked me for the kitchen. I am not sure what to do. I said that day I said F*** you to BV I was done, but I knew that wasn't true. I told MM, one of my friends, not the guy, a different MM, lol, a girl, that I was done, and she was like pinkey swear, but I couldn't because I didn't want to break a promise and I knew that I would, because I love him. I havn't told her anything after what happened that day on the bus, but I am sure she will figure it out.. I will always love him, and I don't care if the world knows it. I know SH,, yes if ur wondering who SH is, he is a guy who rides the bus, who reads this blog I guess, and I say HI. i will see you probobly in a few days... But I want everyone to know that I love BV...
Love
Andrew Bennett
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  1. WayneJanuary 16, 2011 at 11:48 AM

    Don't forget that as a teen you are a victim of hormones too! And some mood swings go with that. BV is your good friend who enjoys being with you. Having a loyal good friend is indeed an asset. I don't think it is a good idea to push the sexual aspect until he is ready; you say he has a gf so just enjoy his friendship and see what developes over time. If you push things sexually and he is not up for it then it might make him feel uncomfortable around you. Anyway he is your friend and you know the nuances of your friendship; I cannot say absolutely to do anything one way or the other.
    -As for your mom, just be respectful and discuss things calmly and reasonably; ultimately do respect her wishes and you can still get BV over another time. If your mother sees that you are not giving her a hard time then she will ease up on you. For now, focus on your exams cos they are your top priority until they are finished. Don't worry cos lots of your teen peers have the same headaches with their lovelife and parents, so you have lots of company. bfn - Wayne :)

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