Hello. I am supposed to take my moms car to New Bern today... But the problem is I just got home from school and she is not here... :/ Idk. But I think I just heard a door close. Anyway today was interesting. Today started off good. On our exam days school starts an hour later, so I got an extra hour of sleep. Then the bus ride was good, I had interesting conversations with people. Then once we got to school I hung out with BV and BV's friend, as long as mine too. That was good. Then the exam, which was pretty much a joke.. Financial education, the teacher didnt really teach us anything. Then when everyone was done with the exam me and about 5 other people played "The Game of Life". It was fun. Then it was time to go home. I got on the bus and BV didn't sit with me again. That made me mad, He has been more distant now. I do not know what it is, but then I was a little upset and he wasnt even really talking to me like he usually does. Then he made me mad even more, and then once many people got off, he moved up and to the left on the bus, after I tried to say I am sorry I was being dumb. He said NO and moved to the other seat. And then he started talking to me like nothing happened. :/ Then before I got off the bus he gave me a big long hug and told me that he loved me... Yea... right. Well, I dont know.
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Andrew Bennett
I wonder if BV is uncomfortable in public because of the sexuality thing. Maybe talk to him about it cos you are the same as any other guy except for your sexuality and that includes friendship. But don't get mad at him and give him some space; he will tend to resent you if he mistakes your behavior for being controlling. But giving you a big hug says a lot. Good luck with the exams. bfn - Wayne :)
ReplyDeleteWell good start to the exams. I agree with Wayne, BV is clearly uncomfortable with what appears to be at least some repressed gayness, at least in public. So be careful with the level of "togetherness". I'm sure your not trying to kiss him or anything, but he is clearly uncomfortable with being too close...I can't remember exactly how out you are, but if you are, and he thinks people might think he's gay/bi and he doesn't want that, he'll want to push away.
ReplyDeletePeace <3
Jay