Okay. My life sucks right now. This is what happened today. School was fine. Then I got home and left to go to the bank and I took my neighbor with me. We went to the bank and he wanted to say hi to a friend of his. So I took him there and we said hi, and then all of a sudden he tells the other kid to come with us and we will hang out. Well, I really didnt want to because I know I am in trouble with my mom already, but I couldnt say no because I had to be a "cool guy". So I took them back to his house and they came over here and I had not told my mom because I knew she would be mad. They were here about 1 minute and she was yelling at me that I couldn't hang out with them and that I am in big trouble. I admit it was my fault that that happened because I lied to her and didn't do what she said. i am in the wrong. She shut off my cell phone and took away my car for good. I am in HUGE trouble. I just talked to BV and he was going to sleep over tonight, but I just asked my mom and of course she said NO, I already told BV that, but I figured I would still ask. This really sucks big time. I was really looking forward to hanging out with him tonight. I am really mad at myself, big time. I hate myself right now and my life. Maybe if I am good tomorrow and Sunday durring the day she will let him sleep over Sunday night because we have no school Monday. I hope that she will. I love her but I am mad at myself real bad right now, and I know what I did was wrong, but I wish she would just trust me for one night and let him come over. I told her about my extra credit work that I did for Biology, and all she said was whats your grade now? I said its only a 72. She said A D. I said yeah, but its alot better than an F. She said still thats not good enough. I was thinking wow, thanks for telling me I did a good job, your proud of me for taking the initiative to do the extra credit with out her telling me to, or even a thats better, but i know you could have done better. I just feel really mad and sad and I really need BV right now. It is not even funny,... :(
Oh oh, a 'my life sucks' post. (just caught you posting, our time zones must be close) Hey Andrew it's not so bad, you just f**ked up by having people over when you were told not to. Have some patience and give your mother time to lighten up. You need to give your mother some cooperation and stop stressing her; parents have their headaches too, working and trying to make ends meet. Keep your marks going in the right direction in school, and tomorrow do some serious kissing up if you want BV to stay over. Don't blow things out of proportion and let things calm down. Your marks are getting better, you are holding down a job, your health is good, and you have friends; your life definitely does not suck. bfn - Wayne :)
ReplyDeleteDon't you hate it when situations develop like that, and it's almost impossible to do anything about it. I guess you just have to think quickly on your feet and steer things away from what you know is going to be certain disaster.
ReplyDeleteCos you know it's going to take a lot of work to convince your mom to allow you all the important things in your life. Like BV.
Awww, man, this sucks. but at least you realize you brought it on. It's hard to resist the peer pressure, but to just say "my mom says 'no'" should be enough for real friends to accept. I hope this blows over. And sorry she wasn't happy with your extra effort. Take the initiative for yourself, Andrew, your education benefits you more than anything. You've proven you can do well, keep it up. I hope BV gets to spend the night.
ReplyDeletePeace <3
Jay