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GOD how i hate driving... I drove to New Bern today, its only like 70 miles away, but still I hate the drive. People just do not know how to drive. And the stupid GPS got me lost.. TWICE. GOD I hate those things... lol. But anyway BV told me he isnt sitting with me lately because he needed some space. I can understand that. i am not as obsessed with him as much as I use to be when we first met. lol. I am slowly getting over him. But, today at the end of our bus ride I sat with him and he was playing with my hand, and holding it and putting it where it shouldnt have been, if u know what I mean... on his d***.. but his pants were on so whatever.. lol. He didnt care that people saw that we were holding hands. And I didn't care either. Probably 90% of the people I know at school anyway, know that I am bi. So, that gives you an idea about me. I was going to type something else.. but I really cant because someone who reads this blog will get upset and be mad at me... lol. But it wasnt that big of a deal, I am just obsessed with someone else... God I can never find someone right here that will actually be with me... Its whatever though, because I will find someone in the future I am sure. I am going to church tonight and I am pretty excited to see a lot of people I know from school. I hope I will have a good time. i wonder what the church thinks about gays? Maybe I should ask? No. I don't think that is a good idea. :/ But I have my opinions and I am sure they have theirs too...
Love Andrew Bennett
This is what I found on www.soulforce.org:
Presbyterian Church (USA)
The Presbyterian Church (USA) official church doctrine declares homosexual
sex as sinful and contrary to God's plan. The Presbyterian Church (USA) also
prohibits gays and lesbians from being ordained and has sought to discipline
pastors who perform marriage ceremonies for same-gender couples. The
denomination, however, calls for gays and lesbians to be treated with respect.
Hi Andrew. It is important when driving to have patience, drive defensively and for conditions, and never tailgate. Expect that about half of drivers on the road are not good drivers and are often distracted while they drive. Always be careful cos accidents are messy even when it is not your fault.
ReplyDelete-Enjoy your friendship with BV and don't smother him. He sounds like a great guy. Maybe do some outdoor activities together when the weather is nice. Exercise is great for making you feel good (and horny too!).
-I saw Elton John on CNN recently talking about the AIDS situation. He was also surprisingly critical of religion and it's attitude toward homosexuality and the damage it has caused to gays. Remember Andrew that major religions were written by men from a tribal and parochial viewpoint thousands of years ago with little or no knowledge of science and the universe. People were superstitious and fearful for good reason. Fundamentalist and strict interpretations of religious dogma in this modern age is stupid and ignorant, and often used for power and financial gain. Btw Jesus never said anything derogatory about sexuality and disliked hypocrisy. Most homosexuality references were Old Testament bigoted rantings at a time when homosexuality was not conducive to an under-populated world. Don't let religion trash you self-esteem and sexuality but view it from the right perspective. Consensual and affectionate love is not a sin. bfn - Wayne :)
Almost missed this!
ReplyDeleteAnyway, yeah, driving is a pain. I like it less and less as I drive more and more...except when I'm in a deep blue funk and go on a spontaneous road trip to nowhere to take pictures or something.
As to the Presbyterian Church...interesting...my last relationship was with a Presbyterian...who said he wouldn't come out at church, but they wouldn't care if he did, that some Preby's were more liberal than others. And, I reconnected with a friend I've known for like 15 years (since he was like 11), and I know both his parents - who are both Presbyterian ministers. Yeah, he's gay and out, and took his bf home to meet the rentz a while back. He said that was a bit awkward at first, but then they were fine with it. So maintain hope that the rest of the Presbyterian church comes around.
Peace <3
Jay