That is a good idea. Suck up to my mom a little. I am going to clean the house really good without her asking me to. And then I will sit down where she can see me and study for biology. Then maybe she will let BV stay over tonight or even tomorrow night, or at least come over. The house really isnt dirty, but it could use a vaccum, and I could unload the dishwasher. And I need to dust. :/ how I hate to dust. But I will do it. I sucked up to her a little bit last night. I had to bring that kid home from my house after I got in trouble and I got her some subway. So, now I just have to suck up all afternoon and do everything she tells me to do without an attitude. Anyway, I fell asleep last night at around 7 and I woke up around 3. I went back to sleep around 4 and then I woke up again at about 7. Then I fell back asleep and woke up at 10:30. I got way too much sleep, but I did need a lot of sleep because the last 3 nights combined I only got 12 hours of sleep. But last night I got about 13 or so. I woke up and turned on the shower, only to find out that the pipes had froze over night and I had to turn all the cold faucets on in the house and wait for the ice to melt so I can shower. They just melted and now I am getting into the shower when I am done typing this. I hope my mom will let him at least come over, if not spend the night. Seeing how its already 11, I need to get on it. I am going to go now. Nothing is happening between anybody. The news is BV. I really flipped out on him the other day on the school bus. He sits with me everyday and I mean EVERYDAY but the other day he didnt and that made me mad. But I really didnt care that much. I was just fed up with everything we have gone through. I was just sick of everything that has happened, feeling like he is using me and stuff. So I just lost it. I was mad, screaming and I said F*** YOU!!!!! And I screamed it. But then at the end of the bus ride, I appologized, explained that I had a bad day and he gave me a hug and said it was ok and he understood. I love him. <333. But anyway, Going to shower and brush my teeth and probubly start cleaning... Love
Andrew Bennett
That's the attitude, Andrew. Prove that your indiscretion was an anomaly, and show her you mean to do better. Good kid you are! Keep up the good work!
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Jay
No guarantees that your mother will relent but keep your cool anyway. Yeah, you build up a sleep deficit if you go too many nights without proper sleep so at least you caught up on the weekend. But try to keep a proper sleep schedule cos you sleep much better if you sleep a full 8hr every night and go to bed at the same time each night; your energy and memory will be much better the next day.
ReplyDelete-Maybe try not to get upset around BV cos he may back off if he thinks you are crowding his space. Play it cool and just have fun times with him; you both need to circulate with other guys too. bfn - Wayne :)