Hello! How is everyone? I had a fun weekend. BV and I just hang out all weekend really. He came over Friday after school, but then I had to go to work at 4:30 so he left and slept over when I came home from work. My mother had us doing yardwork.. Ehh. I don't mind doing it, but sometimes it gets annoying. Then saturday BV stayed at my house until I had to work at again, 4:30. Then he slept over again last night. We just hung out, talking, on facebook and stuff. I think our friendship has turned for the better, even better than before. So, that is good. He went home today at 7:15pm. Now, I am on fb talking to AK(47) and just chillin'. Bout to go to sleep, I am TIRED!! Me and BV went to bed at like 3:30am last night and woke up at 9am to go to church. Ehh, I am TIRED AS HELL!. Anyway, good talking. TTYL!Love Andrew Bennett <33
Hello. Lately I have been noticing that I have not really been into blogging so much anymore. Thats why I havn't in a while i guess. I have found a balance with my life pretty much. As far as BV goes, and as far as my life in general. I am pretty happy now. But there are always those moments where you say.. god.. I wish it could have been. But, then you move on. I want to tell you guys, I have been addicted to Zombie Farm... I don't know if you know what that is, but It is an app on my iphone (game) and it is sooo addicting.. lol. So, BV moved. He moved at the end of my road, which is like a mile closer than he lived before. It is great. The last 3 days we have hung out since like 4 till' like 9. We have fun and good times hanging out. We did yard work (forced upon us by my lovely mother) and then we hung out in my room and outside. I have fun hanging out with him all the time. Oh my gosh. So, I just changed my bedsheets and I LOVE THAT FEELING. It feels so clean and fresh! You know what I am talking about.. lol. I love that feeling. Anyway, I am going to go do my homework and eat a little cuz I am hungary. Hopefully talk to you soon! Love Andrew Bennett <33
HEY! Sorry its been a couple days.. i think. I have been very busy. My sister just left friday, well I guess that would be yesturday... lol.. and I have had to work a lot. So.. About the title.. weight off my shoulder? Well, I got off of work tonight, about a half hour ago, and as soon as I am walking out the door I get a phone call.. From who you may ask? From my brother. He told me that he saw my blog online.. And by that point I was like.. ohh godd. and then he talked to me about how he accepted me and loved me no matter what and so did the rest of the family.. Somehow he said he knew for years and that he didn't care whichever route i go down, he will always be there for me and he doesnt want me to hide it and live with the pain of hiding it from them. So, I feel like that is a huge weight off my shoulder because I have always thought about what he would think and what he would do. i even think I wrote a post about that.. well him and my father... So pretty much yeah.. I think it is good that he accepts me and wants me to be me. YAY.. so anyway.. work SUCKED so busy and we got out late.. Lately I have been hating work more and more. I just want to quit and have life be the same as it was when I was little.. I don't know. But all I do know is after this summer, i am done, hopefully, with working there. Also, when I turn 18, January 29th, write that down because I will be quizing you guys after every post now, me, my sister and my sisters friend are getting an apartment together!!! It is going to be fun. Okay.. now I have to go.. it is 1209am and I still have to shower and my brother is texting me now.. so LOVE YOU ALL... BYE Love Andrew Bennett <33
Thank you all for answering my question about Gay Andy.. I really appreciate it! So, today was alright. I went to the beach with my sister and her friend. But it was too windy.. so we left and came home and cleaned out my car as well as my sisters friend.. It was fun. Then we played frisbee and I took a shower and we are going to dinner later. School tomorrow.. :/ ugh. Anyway, this one will be short, but I will talk to all of you again soon! BYE!Love Andrew Bennett <33
Does anyone know why gay andy's tumblr isnt working anymore? Has that been shut down too??!! Give me some help please! Love Andrew Bennett <33
Sorry guys! It has been quite a few days since i last blogged.. My sister is here from Massachusetts! She is visiting with her friend. She is leaving Friday. OH!! I didn't tell you! Guess who is coming here in August! MM!!!!!! (the guy, remember?? If you are faithful followers you will)!!! I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited! I can not wait until August! I am going to meet him! He is going to see his bf.. but I will get to meet him def.. i will make sure of it! He told me he is coming in august and I was like I get to meet you right? And he was like duhh... of course! I was like YAY!!! And I was talking to AK (47--inside joke lol) and I was spazing out! I was like soooo happy! lol. I was pathetic. I told AK I know, I am pathetic, and she was like I think its cute how you get giddy like that lol. But anyway, I am going to go soon because BV is talking to me on fb and my sister and her friend are here and I have some homework to do, SO I will probably talk to ya'll later! BYE! P.S. I have to work tomorrow night, so I probably won't blog.. but just notice in advance! Love Andrew Bennett <33
Hi. Today I missed school because I was not feeling good at all today. i woke up and felt like crap, so I took some medicine and passed out and didnt wake up until 12:30. Then I ate a little something and fell back asleep until about 5:30. BV is going to church with my mom and my neighbors, but I am staying home. I missed seeing PA today but its whatever. I realized I need to find someone older, I do not want to be babysitting. I need to be in a relationship with someone who isn't immature or dumb. Maybe not dumb, but you know what I mean. I will be looking around for someone and hopefully I can find someone soon because I still need someone to go to Prom with... I may not even go this year because it is only my junior year. I talked to MM last night on facebook for a little while, that was fun. We talked about things, you know. And I really like him as a good friend. Well, Right now I am watching Rachael Ray, I love her! I watch her all the time.. lol. I also like watching Dog the Bounty Hunter, Ellen Degeneres, and the Simpsons and Family Guy, oh and also the Office. Tell me, what are your favorite TV shows? Maybe I will start watching them!. Thanks G2G BYE!! :)Love Andrew Bennett <33
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Okay. So today on my way home from work.. which was about 20 mins ago... I started thinking.. Huh.. I just realized something. I seem to be switching from liking guys to girls and girls to guys. I can see myself marrying a guy or a girl.. so idk. But i think I will end up with a girl.. I am not sure. But I asked a girl from work to prom.. she graduated like 2 or 3 years ago from the same school i go to now. She is thinking about it. lol. But I was thinking about which one do I like more? Right now it is guys, but I have been thinking about girls a lot more now. I know thats why I say i am bi because I like both, I do, but I am not sure and I think.. or want to pick one over the other.. I am not sure. I think the gay community may be looking down at me for liking both.. I am not sure. Since I seem to switch from male to female, I am afraid in the future I will get married to someone and then cheat on them because I want to do something with the opposite sex then they are.. I am just a little worried.. I have made a pact to only sleep with people I really love and care about. I hope I can stick to it.. Please.. Any advice? Thanks!Love Andrew Bennett <33
Alright. Time for a reality check with BV. I really do want to be his friend. But I am scared that I will end up liking him again. I know that we were on the bus yesturday and he told me that i wasn't acting normal, I was acting normal, but not my ususal "normal". He said he didn't like that. He likes it when I have a crush on him, but I just don't anymore. I am always thinking about PA. Lol. I am going to start talking to PA I think, maybe, we will see. I will keep you updated! I told BV that I have moved on, and he was like, I know.. I actually might start talking to two people, PA and someone else I met on facebook. They are both cute, one is more my age, 18, and one is younger.. 15. I think I should go for the older one because then I think it will be a better relationship, maybe I will feel less like I am babysitting, and more like I am in a relationship? I don't know. I still don't know PA very well, or the other guy, but I will try and get to know both of them and see what happens.. :D Well, I think it is time to shower and do some yard work for my mom. She isn't feeling well, she is sick. Something that is going around. I too have a little nose thing, runny nose a little bit, mucus in my throat.. GROSS! Okay G2G.. BYE!!!Love Andrew Bennett <33
Okay. So today was a pretty good day! I woke up, went to school, came home.. Vaccumed the house... umm... went to church and BV came too cuz I am trying to be friends with him, but it is hard because all he has is DRAMA in his life. But I try. And he needs God in his life. I think he is begining to get God in him. I hope he is getting something out of it and he is not just going because his friends go there too. He just may want to hang out with his friends, but I don't know. I want to be his friend but I don't know. Thinking about PA all the time helps me forget about him.. that may seem bad but it is true. I NEVER think about BV anymore.. like ever. I am always thinking about other things.. lol. Anyways.. he has my jacket.. he didn't give it back. He doesn't like it that I don't have a crush on him anymore. He told me so. He wants me to like him so that he can say someone likes me, and I am going to play with his heart. Well too bad. i do not like him anymore. I still want to be his friend, but he has to change his ways and be more mature and less DRAMA all the time. Well, I just ate spaghetti and meatballs. Now I am texting PA.. haha. funny. Okay G2G! BYELove Andrew Bennett <33
Yes. I am completely done with BV. I feel 100% different now about him! It feels good to know that I am not like atatched to him anymore. I mean, I kind of dont even want to be his friend. Is that bad or wrong? Because he always talks about his ex gf and how oh now we are dating again and we are going to be together this time for a while, even though thats what happened last time, and we love eachother, but we hate eachother.. NOOOO!! I can not deal with that crap anymore! I don't care! It has gotten to the point about 20 mins ago he called me and i didnt even want to pick up the phone! I am completely done this is CRAP. I don't know how to tell him i dont want to be his friend and that I found someone else.. which i may have.. idk.. Oh I looked up NC law and it said 4 years is the difference for stat rape.. so I would be good. But anyways, yeah. How should I tell him I dont even want to be his friend anymore? Should I just gradually stop talking to him until it is done with or should i just be like HEY look... I dont want to be your friend anymore because of all the stupid drama u have and talk about! Or what? Please let me know. I need to know what to do HELP ME PLEASE! Love Andrew Bennett <33Oh yeah and PA is almost 15.. i am 17.. barely. What do you think about that age difference? J/w Thanks!
