Alright. Time for a reality check with BV. I really do want to be his friend. But I am scared that I will end up liking him again. I know that we were on the bus yesturday and he told me that i wasn't acting normal, I was acting normal, but not my ususal "normal". He said he didn't like that. He likes it when I have a crush on him, but I just don't anymore. I am always thinking about PA. Lol. I am going to start talking to PA I think, maybe, we will see. I will keep you updated! I told BV that I have moved on, and he was like, I know.. I actually might start talking to two people, PA and someone else I met on facebook. They are both cute, one is more my age, 18, and one is younger.. 15. I think I should go for the older one because then I think it will be a better relationship, maybe I will feel less like I am babysitting, and more like I am in a relationship? I don't know. I still don't know PA very well, or the other guy, but I will try and get to know both of them and see what happens.. :D Well, I think it is time to shower and do some yard work for my mom. She isn't feeling well, she is sick. Something that is going around. I too have a little nose thing, runny nose a little bit, mucus in my throat.. GROSS! Okay G2G.. BYE!!!
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Interesting that BV, after basically telling you he wasn't into you the same way you were into him, is now thinking you are acting weird...hmmmm....
ReplyDeleteI'd go for the guy your age. There's a lot to be said for equal maturity, and all that. Go for it.
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Jay
Yeah I just caught a bug that is going around; I feel achy, sore throat, and generally unwell. But I expect it this time of year; hard to avoid it unless you are a hermit living in the woods! I find that getting the annual flu shot lessens the severity. Just be friends with new people first and see where it goes; if you are too eager for the 'relationship' thing then you will scare them off if they are being smothered. Young guys like their freedom. Your twenties are a better time for longer term relationships. Time for another shot of cough syrup bfn - Wayne :)
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