Hello everyone. Today was kind of a sad day. This is what happened. I woke up, showered, got dressed for a funeral. My mom's best friends dad died on Friday and today was his funeral. He was a great man and helped to make me realize what I do have not what I don't. Please pray for their family. May he Rest In Peace. <33 Just remember when someone dies its see you later, not goodbye. On another note, BV told me that he just wanted to be friends right now. And I need to respect that. I do not want to make any more advancments because I do not want to mess up our friendship. he is my Best F****** Friend Forever and I do not want to mess that up. i will just go with the flow and that will be that. He may be coming over tonight. I just talked to him and he is suppossed to talk to his mom and ask her if he can come over. I hope she says yes. My birthday is coming up soon. I am having a party. It is on the 29th. Saturday. GB said that he will request the day off so he can come!!. COOL Anyway my mom said that I have been doing better, and that if I keep doing what I am doing then I will get my privlages back soon. I hope before it comes time for my party... :)
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Andrew bennett
I was thinking that if BV has a gf (even if he is not getting along well with her) that he would not want things to get too complicated right now. You have the right attitude; stay best friends and see where it goes. Btw keep you eyes open for other possibilities; there are other gay teens hiding in the closet. It seems that pleasing your mother is paying off. I think if you keep your cool around her and are reasonable that things will work out. Most importantly keep the grades trending upward in school. Keep the party low key; you don't want to blow all the good will that you have built up with your mother. bfn - Wayne :) (btw, once you hit 25 you won't be eager to see more birthdays lol!)
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about you Mom's friend's dad. It's good to remember his greatest legacy will be the better people he helped those he touched become.
ReplyDeleteIt's great that BV is sending clear messages now. That should make it easier for you. The best solution will be for you to find someone else now!
It will be interesting to hang out with GB again after so long. It sounds like he has done some changing since then.
Yes, funerals are sad. Especially when it's someone who's had an impact on your life, as this fine gentleman seems to have had on yours.
ReplyDeleteGlad you're sorting things out with BV. It's always good to know how you stand. Your take on the physical is right on. You are gaining wisdom right before our eyes, Andrew.
Good deal with mom. Your efforts are paying off. And keeping the grades up will pay off big time.
Peace <3
Jay