Sunday, February 20, 2011

Yeah...ok

So ahh yeah... ok. Last night BV came over again. Then he was going to sleep over CT's house, my neighbor, all three of us are good friends, because my mom wasnt going to let him sleep over here. So He slept over there and I hung out over his house last night from about 9:30 to 2am. And then I went home and went to bed.. Oh yeah. On the bus friday afternoon I wasnt paying any attention to BV, he was sitting next to me, and he was like in a winey voice.. Buddy!! I love you!!.. And it was so cute.. lol. But he has been messing with my head lately more. i think he is thinking about a "relationship" maybe but I cant be certain. He is still talking to his ex gf who he is "in love with"... NOT. He doesn't know what love really is. I do, I love him. But anyway.. we spent Friday night and Saturday night together.. until he went home at 930 friday and then last night i went home at like 2am from CTs house. We had fun hanging out and watching a movie... blowing up condoms.. it was fun.. haha.. but anyway.. Church was good this morning. My mom and BV's mom finally met and talked. They like each other  so thats good. Now my mom says she has no problem hanging out.. Which is gooooooood! But I am starting to look at girls more than I use to.. I don't know. I think I may still be confused and not really know what I like.. I don't know, but I won't find out by just sitting here. :/ I don't know. I love BV a lot.. but i am afraid of never being able to be with him... I don't know I guess I will have to wait for time to figure it out.. I got to go now..Love Andrew Bennett <33
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  1. WayneFebruary 20, 2011 at 6:50 PM

    Don't shut out BV cos you know his situation; he may be outwardly trying to appear heterosexual but has homosexual urges so it may take some time for him. Don't lose your good friend over sex; give it time and maybe you will become interested in someone else, you never know. BV has been your friend for a long time so I doubt he is messing with your head on purpose. Spring is coming soon so maybe you guys can get outside for some fun. bfn - Wayne :)

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  2. AnonymousFebruary 20, 2011 at 8:13 PM

    Hmmmmm, change a few names, and you could be writing my high school bio.

    Getting the parents to meet usually is a good thing as you've found out. Well cool!

    Wayne is wise, as usual, it's great that you love BV, but I think it's clear he is confused. Some guys can be sure they're gay or bi or str8 when they're 15-16-17, others need time to figure it out. BV sounds like he needs time. The world "love" may mean something very different for him, too. I have a friend about your age in Venezuela. Love there means many different things, and there are different words for it. Here, we lump it all under one word, and you have to figure out what that means!

    Catch you later, Andrew!
    Peace <3
    Jay

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