Hello faithful followers! I am happy to say that today I have been reborn as a new me. I have seen the path I shall go on and what I should do. BV is now just a friend. I see that it will never really work out even though thats what I want. I am fine. I see him as just a friend now. I hope it will stay this way. I really do. Maybe I can find someone else to love. I asked a girl to prom this year.. she is happily thinking about it. I can't wait for prom to come. i think it is going to be so much fun. At my school we have a junior senior prom. Idk what it is like everywhere else, but that is what we have. I may join a club or start volunteering for something to help out my community. I think that would be a great idea. I really needed to get my mind off of BV for at least today, which is what I did. I did cry a little bit, but I am fine now. I see what I need to do. Stay friends and that is it. Not expect anything or get my hopes up on anything and everything he says, even if it was like the comment he said the other night that I was his TRUE boyfriend. He didn't really mean it though. :/ whatever. I think I am done being more than friends, but less than together. Just friends, or together. Those are the choices for him, and just friends is the answer.. Good. I need to find someone else I can be with. I will make this happen soon I hope, whether it be guy or girl.. I don't know yet, I guess we will see. Well by for now..
Love Andrew Bennett <33
It's a good idea Andrew to keep your options open and see where it goes. Lots of things to enjoy in life so it is not good to get hung up; time to move on. Pull your grades up and try and finish the school year strongly. bfn - Wayne :)
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