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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Hello
Hello everyone. This is my first time blogging. I have many things to say about myself so please listen carefully.. I don't know what my sexuality is. Right now i am trying to decide between girls or guys. The only people who know this is my mother and my good friends. Don't get me wrong, if people ask me what i am i will tell them, but i am not even 100% sure what I am myself. There are people i "do" stuff with.. but they are to be unnamed... I will use the initials. They are BV CW and PR. Last night I had an amazing time with PR. But that was the only time we have or will do it.. A one night stand i guess you could say. Now CW is a guy i see frequently. He is the guy i go to when i need it. And that is about once a month.. Lastly BV is someone i really care for and even think I love him. But he messes with my heart and my head. One day he will be all over me "I Love you" and the next day i dnt know. But I think BV is just a little confused and doesnt know what to do about it. All of those 3 people are guys. Next is a girl. CK is a girl who i was talking to. We were supposed to go out to see Yogi Bear in 3D but she ended up not being able to make it. No i was not stood up.. She just couldnt make it. But anyway i am confused and i need to vent my feelings to people. Even if nobody is there to respond. I live in North Carolina USA with my mom and the rest of my family lives in Massachusetts. It is very hard to live 700 miles away from your loved ones. But the good news is I am going there tomorrow!! I am visiting for christmas. I can not wait! Lets see... what else about me. I love music.. All kinds except the screaming kind. Nothing wrong with it, just not for me. Well I will add a picture of me and also BV. The one I love.
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Thank you for all the comments! I really do appreciate them. I read every one of them and I Love them. I would like to make a couple of rules though...
1. I do not like these two words so please don't use them: Jesus Christ or God Damn it. I would appreciate it.
2. Please do not post my picture or anyone else's picture on my blog ANYWHERE with out my permission first.
3. Please no major negative comments. I can deal with criticizes but nothing that will hurt my feelings.
4 I must approve all of your comments first before they can be published.
5. I will communicate back through my blog. If you leave a comment and I don't comment back, don't worry. It doesn't mean I have not seen it, I have. I Just don't have time to comment back, so it will be in my blog.
Thank You for all your wonderful comments.
<3 Andrew Bennett
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Hi Andrew! Welcome to bloggyland. Good to see you. I could be wrong but from reading your blog I get the feeling you lean more towards guys than girls. To me girls are fun to be around. I enjoy the company of girls. But guys are what makes me feel the most comfortable. I sorta thought I might be bi. And if I am bi then i'm 99% towards guys and less than 1% towards girls. I'd say that pretty much makes me gay, yeah?
ReplyDeleteGood luck with your blog.
bfn,
david andrew delacruz
David is right you do seem more attracted to guys then you are to girls. However you are still wondering about girls and what it is that they have to offer you. Which I have to say does lead me to believe that you have not really done anything with girls and that is what is really making you confused. So it is not the question of which you are gay or straight, but yet you are trying to figure out if you are bi or gay. In my own personal life I have had very little girls that I could see myself with so even though I would say that I am 90% gay there will always be that 10% that says maybe. To me that is ok, because at least I do know that much about myself and knowing who you are and what you want is half the battle.
ReplyDeleteEndie
well this 'confusion' is as old as time itself and very normal especially at your age.
ReplyDeleteThe best thing today is that you have the net to reach out and talk about it with sympathetically minded people and discover just how normal it is !
Best wishes and have fun with your blog-be careful and don;t give away to many personal details.