Contacts?

Heyy everyone! I am thinking of getting some contacts. I have added some pics with and withought my glasses on. It will be like $150 every 6 months. Let me know. What do you think I should do?? I am not sure. I think it would be way easier with out glasses. Idk. I want other peoples opinions. Thanks!
Love Andrew Bennett <33

Broken Inside.

I am posting this one because tonight, and currently as I type this, I am broken inside. My heart hurts like it has never hurt before. He was my other half. He fills that void I feel in my heart. I need him and I want him, and I cant have him.. And he doesnt even know what I am feeling anymore. When a heart breaks it don't break even. :( I was driving home from working a double today and I just heard a song and I broke down. I cried like a little baby. I will admit it. And right now I am crying. He makes me feel like myself. And I can't have that. It really really sucks. I am feeling bad pain right now and I need words of wonder from you guys please. I dont mean to attract attention, but I need to vent what I am feeling. I am falling to pieces...Love Andrew Bennett <33

OMG

I just got back from hanging out with BV and XX. I say XX cuz i cant post even his initials. But it was fun. We really just drove around and hung out outside. Me and BV hugged like crazy. Also, the guy he is sleeping over at is gay. Huh. Well I know they are just friends. XX did just come back and neither one of us have seen him in like 6 months. It was fun hanging out with those two. It would be fun to do it again. Maybe we will. I had a good time lol. Now I am exhausted and time for bed. See ya.
Love Andrew Bennett <33

Friends??

Ok. Some of you are wondering if I am even considering just being good friends with BV. Well, Yes. That is really all we are going to be. Now I am trying to accept it and I am moving on, I think. I have come to realize that there are other people out there for me. I just have to start looking. Or, maybe looking is the wrong thing to do. I need to Not look maybe and the right person will just fall into place, but thats what I first thought with BV. I wasn't looking for anyone. But he showed up in my life. He is staying out of trouble which is good. Granted, he still does things he shouldnt, but he isn't getting caught, which is the point that counts right?? I wish he would just stop completely, but I cant tell him that, because I do the same things he does. Maybe when we are older, and those things that we do are legal, we will be much better friends.. lol. I wouldnt say better, because we are GREAT friends, the best friend I have ever had. But maybe idk.. what to call it? anyone have a good word or phrase that I could use here? Lol I am drawing a blank. But anyway, will Love never come of our relationship? I don't know. I asked him why he "needed" to be straight and he said because I have a girlfriend. Well, I left it at that. So, if he didn't have a gf he wouldnt "need" to be straight?? Idk. I will leave it as friends. I am not waiting for him to come around anymore. It has been too long for that. Now I am moving on. Starting a new fresh me. I am still searching for The One, and He is out there. Thanks All! Love Andrew Bennett <33

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Last night.

So. Last night was pretty interesting I think. So, I got out of work and I was awake for a while. I got a phone call at about 3:30am. Guess who it was. BV. Yeah. he was at his friends house, and he wanted me to come over to hang out. So, I did. I went and saw him that early in the morning. Yeah, I am still in love. We hugged and talked and really just hung out for a while. Me and BV were going to go somewhere just the two of us, but he was at his friends house. So, we had to stay with his friend. But, then we went to walmart at like 6 in the morning lol. So, we got back to his friends house, and I had to leave. Me and BV hugged once more, and just were about to kiss, (we were outside alone) and his friend came outside before we got the chance to. So I just left. It was a good night. I needed to hang out with him, I really did. It had been a while. So, that is the latest on my life. Really just been working and trying to stay out of trouble. I want questions. Anything that is on your mind, dont be afraid to ask. Please ask me ANYTHING. Will post again when something interesting happens I guess.. Lol. See ya! Love Andrew Bennett <33

My on-going feelings for BV

Some of you may have read one of my latest post and was wondering exactly how I was feeling twards BV still. Well, I still love him, and I would still be with him if I had the chance. I know it is dumb to follow a dream that seems will never come true, but there is still a chance in my head that it will come true. I think with my heart, not my head and I need to stop doing that. i am all for following your heart, but when nothing is going as planned and it seems to not be working, I think it is time to stop. For those of you who don't know, which none of you do because I haven't said anything yet, BV admitted that we were once "together". He did, but the thing is no one knows when it was "official" and when it ended. There was no going out and no breaking up in words, but it happened. He admitted it to me. I still am in love with him, and every new person i seem to meet does not measure up to him. I dont know why, but it just seems like he is "the one", We are perfect together, except for the one thing. Also, interesting he told me he, and I quote, "I need to be straight". Which was very interesting to me. Not saying he is straight, saying he needs to be straight. I believe we could work together, but I guess he doesnt want to. We are soul mates. I am sure of that. But it doesn't seem to work. I will always love him and he knows he will always be mine. And he will, forever be mine. He even agreed. But to sum it up.. I love him with all of my heart and I will always. Talk again soon.
Love Andrew Bennett <33

more on speeding ticket.

Some of you may be wondering what a lawyer will do for me. Well, A lawyer can get the speeding ticket changed to an improper equipment ticket, which means no increase on insurance a clean record and no points on my license. I think well worth the $300. Granted if I wasnt speeding, then I wouldnt even have to pay the $300. Love Andrew Bennett <33

Home at last

Hello Hello.. Home at last. I missed it, but I didnt. I feel good to be back, but at the same time I wish I never came back. Anyway, I am selling my car. I put a for sale sign in it and I hope to sell it soon. Lets talk about BV. Well, you may or may not know that he is not alloud over my house ever. But, two days before I left, I brought him over here in the middle of the night and I got caught again by my mother. She flipped out, but this time she didnt call the cops. She just made him walk home, which is about 2 miles down the road. I feel stupid for doing that, having him come over, but I hadnt seen him in a long time. I am dumb. And I am done bringing him here. If we want to hang out we can go somewhere else. Anyway, I had a fun time in Mass. I saw all my family, except my aunt and her baby. But I did a few things while I was there. I went to Six Flags New England, and I also went to stay with my brother in CT and we went to Lake Compounce. It was fun. I would love to do it again sometime. Sorry for not blogging while i was there, I didnt have a computer to use, and my phone wouldnt let me type anything down here, but it let me put a title.. as I am sure you saw. Back to work today. Ugh.. Oh also I got a ticket. I was going 70 in a 55. $300 for a lawyer. Not fun. This will take my next paycheck. But, not to worry, I have learned. I will not speed again. I swear. Anyway, I still need to shower and stuff.. So See ya.
Love Andrew Bennett <33