Monday, July 25, 2011

Friends??

Ok. Some of you are wondering if I am even considering just being good friends with BV. Well, Yes. That is really all we are going to be. Now I am trying to accept it and I am moving on, I think. I have come to realize that there are other people out there for me. I just have to start looking. Or, maybe looking is the wrong thing to do. I need to Not look maybe and the right person will just fall into place, but thats what I first thought with BV. I wasn't looking for anyone. But he showed up in my life. He is staying out of trouble which is good. Granted, he still does things he shouldnt, but he isn't getting caught, which is the point that counts right?? I wish he would just stop completely, but I cant tell him that, because I do the same things he does. Maybe when we are older, and those things that we do are legal, we will be much better friends.. lol. I wouldnt say better, because we are GREAT friends, the best friend I have ever had. But maybe idk.. what to call it? anyone have a good word or phrase that I could use here? Lol I am drawing a blank. But anyway, will Love never come of our relationship? I don't know. I asked him why he "needed" to be straight and he said because I have a girlfriend. Well, I left it at that. So, if he didn't have a gf he wouldnt "need" to be straight?? Idk. I will leave it as friends. I am not waiting for him to come around anymore. It has been too long for that. Now I am moving on. Starting a new fresh me. I am still searching for The One, and He is out there. Thanks All! Love Andrew Bennett <33
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  1. AnonymousJuly 25, 2011 at 8:50 PM

    Excellent, Andrew. It is hard to let go of a first love, and I think that is where BV falls. But life does go on, and you are right - Mr. Right is out there somewhere. Just don't discount any possibilities. He may show up unexpectedly, or you may seek him out. Just go with the flow. At 17, you've got a little time.

    Peace <3
    Jay

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  2. WayneJuly 25, 2011 at 8:52 PM

    Sounds like you have the right attitude about it all Andrew. If you are talking about smoking a little pot please keep in mind that it should be very occasional and don't make it a habit. Alcohol and drugs sneak up on you over the years until addictions develop. Quitting is not easy to put it mildly. Excessive pot smoking also kills motivation to get ahead in life too. Voice of experience here. Enjoy your summer; another month till school. - Wayne :)

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