Friday, July 29, 2011
Broken Inside.
I am posting this one because tonight, and currently as I type this, I am broken inside. My heart hurts like it has never hurt before. He was my other half. He fills that void I feel in my heart. I need him and I want him, and I cant have him.. And he doesnt even know what I am feeling anymore. When a heart breaks it don't break even. :( I was driving home from working a double today and I just heard a song and I broke down. I cried like a little baby. I will admit it. And right now I am crying. He makes me feel like myself. And I can't have that. It really really sucks. I am feeling bad pain right now and I need words of wonder from you guys please. I dont mean to attract attention, but I need to vent what I am feeling. I am falling to pieces...Love
Andrew Bennett <33
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<3 Andrew Bennett
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It does hurt when you this happens. And all sorts of things trigger it. Andrew, the silly expression "time heals all wounds" sounds trite, but it is true, because as time goes by, you will branch out, find new friends, and one of them will hit you like a brick as "the one". Try to be patient, get out there and meet people, find new groups to hang with, and your prince will come.
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Peace <3
Jay
I remember watching the 'Queer as Folk' series on Showtime a few years back, and the young gay guy said to his friend 'Ever want someone so badly it hurts?'. You have lots of company Andrew; us older (and younger) guys all have memories like that. But sometimes someone else comes along who makes that pain evaporate like mist in the sun. Keep your options open. - Wayne (hugs)
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