My life today... :)

Hello everyone! My life today has been GREAT because I got to see BV. This was my day: I woke up by a phone call, from who? Who do you think? Thats right, BV. And then I was on the computer for a while and then I ate lunch and got ready for work at 4. I went to work, had a pretty good night. Then on my way home I look at my texts and I had a message from him. Then I called him and he said let me call you back. And everytime he does this he only calls me back about 3/4 of the time. But he did call  me back about 10 mins later and we talked for about 5 mins and then we hung up. Then I texted him and told him I was at his house he should come outside. (I really was at his house) And he did come outside. As soon as he saw me he didn't run, but he was like fast walking and as soon as he got to me we hugged eachother for about 3 mins. Then We talked for another min and he was like its really cold out here.. And then we hugged again for about 2 mins. Then, his grandpa was still awake in the house and BV snuck out to see me, so he had to go soon. So we talked another couple mins and he left, after one more 1 min hug. Then he said he loved me, and i forgot to say it back... so i texted it and he texted me back a smiley face. And then I came home and came on here to blog it! I had a pretty good day today. I love seeing BV even for just 1 second walking down the hallway...lol.. I love him  and I always will... <333 Love
Andrew Bennett

Today at school

Hi everyone! Today was ok. But I want to thank two special people in my life right now. In art class today two friends, AD and GM made me a card, because they found out how I got outed, and It says on the front Dare To Be Different. And on the inside they wrote "Dear Buddy, Its okay to be different & we love you. You're a sweetheart & a good person. People will always judge you but stop listening to them. We are always here for you if you need to talk & we are always sticking up for you, so don't give up. <3 your 1st/3rd period buddies." They are both in my 1st and 3rd periods. They are very nice and sweet. It also has a flower on the bottom and a smiley face on the other side. They also painted it orange, my favorite color. I will keep this forever. I know I can trust them and tell them anything I ever need to. Just like I do here on this blog, which I think they read, i'm not sure... But if you do and you see this, then Hi. LoL. Anyway, time to shower and stuff and get ready to see if my mom is asleep yet so I can go get BV, but first, if you read the last post because I wrote it like 10 mins ago you would know that I have to steal my keys back from her room and I have no clue where they are. Anyway, I will post tomorrow! Love
Andrew Bennett
P.S. I love BV.

I hate my life...

Well, let me tell you what has happened today. I actually saw BV at school today. He called me at 2am and told me he had just gotten home from Virginia. I was excited. Then, he was supposed to come over tonight, but I came home and my mom told me to go into her room. There she started talking about how my grades have been slipping, and things like that. Then she took my car keys and told me no body can come over until I bring that F to a C. That is hard to do with only one week left of classes. There is NO way I can get a C that fast. I can do extra credit which will get me a high D but not a C. I will try my best to get a C and not a D or an F. I am HATING my mom right now. I begged her to let BV come over but she kept saying NO! I might just sneak the keys from her when she falls asleep and go get him, not sure. I think its a good idea because I really NEED to see him. I love him and I need him. Work was okay today, not too bad. Today was an OK day. Bye
Love
Andrew Bennett

Just remembered...

Okay. My last post I meant to put this in, but i didn't. Here we go. I have been nice to his mother, with the most respect possible. I have tried to be her friend on facebook, she didnt accept it. I also sent her a personal appology from me to her via message on facebook, however I got no response. She is a young mother, just 14 when she had BV. That is sooo young. She is only 30 now. So, I have been nice to her and have tried to be friends with her, but she just won't have it. Him sneaking out is the only way we can really see eachother, other than school, because his mom never lets us hang out. So I don't know what will happen. She knows he sneaks out, yet she doesn't really do too much. Also my mom knows the difficult situation I am in and she lets him come over at night time when he sneaks out, and my mom knows he sneaks out. I think that is really cool of my mom. She knows how it is to not be able to see the person you love. I really do Love him. I know I said just friends before, but i want so much more than that. I don't know what is going to happen because he is single right now, i think whatever happens happens and thats how it will go. I will most likely get my heart broken but i hope i don't. I will post tomorrow after I see BV.!
Love
Andrew Bennett

EXCITED

Okay. I am super super excited for tomorrow to hurry up and get here. I can't wait to see BV!! I miss him soooo much. I haven't seen him for over 2 weeks! The longest I have ever been away from him before was 2 days. So, two weeks seems like for ever. But, first I have to get through school, and work tomorrow. I won't be seeing him until about 11 pm ish tomorrow night. I will hold him forever you guys have no IDEA. I am so depessed whenever I don't see him for even an hour. It may seem pathetic, but I have been waiting for him to get here for so long. I got chinese food the other day and I opened the fortune cookie and it said be patient and it will happen. I hope this is true and I hope its what I want it to be. (BV <3) It also has my lucky and favorite number on it...7. I know I may seem stupid or pathetic for thinking this, but I really hope it happens. Well, I have to do my biology homework now. It is 10:34 pm and I have to wake up at 6 am for school. I won't be done with my homework until about midnight. FML. Well, look at the bright side... I get to see BV tomorrow!!!

What Is new...

Hello. Some of you may be wondering why exactly BV's mom hates me. I know you are. Well, here we go. The first time me and BV hung out, it was at a friends house, and we did something we probably shouldn't have, (not sexual, something illegal that I can't talk about here) and when his mom picked him up she could tell what we were doing. Then, about every other day or so he would sneak out of his house and I would pick him up to come  hang out with me. A few times his mother caught him sneaking out and I had to bring him home. She thinks I am a bad influence on him because she thinks I am making him sneak out to come hang out with me, which I am not, it is his decision. I love him so much. He is coming home TOMORROW!!! I can not wait to see him. I am going to hold him FOREVER. Also today in 4th period I got called to my guidance counselor's office. I got in there not expecting anything really. I had no idea why. But then she was talking about bullying and things online getting out. And then I knew exactly what she was talking about. She said if I was being bullied then I needed to talk to her about it because it is not okay. I am not exactly sure how she found out, but it got to her. I think what happened was in art class people were asking me if I was gay and I said kinda. You know, because I am still not 100% sure. But anyway, then a couple of comments were made about it, and my teacher overheard it. So I am guessing that is how. Well, that is really it. I have to work at 5... HATE IT. But I have to make that money$$$. Okay. I am leaving now. Just letting you all know I may not be able to post everyday because I have school and work now, but I will do my best. If you have any questions for me about me or anything else I would be glad to answer them. Love
Andrew Bennett

Another day

Well, since what happend yesturday when everyone found my blog, today was an alright day. Only one thing happened, which really pissed me off, someone said shut up you fag to me. Which I hate when people call me that. Oh also in art class TG, some stupid chick, was getting on my last nerve. She wouldn't leave me alone... and this was a bad thing. But now everthing is good. I actually have to go to work in like 6 mins. But BV is coming home Friday from Virginia!! I can not wait. He said he will sneak out and I can come over to see him Friday night, because his mom hates me. Well, I really should get going. Love You
Andrew Bennett

Everyone

Hello. Everyone at school who has seen this, and I know you have because you have made very rude comments and questions to me, YES this blog is really true. It is me, it is my life and I would appreciate it if you all kept your comments to yourself. I would really like it if you did because even if you don't think your stupid comments twards me are not a big deal, they are. This is my buisness and my life and a struggle I am dealing with and I hope you all can deal with this. I really don't care who knows anything anymore, but please don't say anything to anyone. If you do, I can't stop you, but if you have a little common curtousy then you will keep your mouth shut. Thank You.. Andrew Bennett

School

Ugh. Tomorrow I have to go back to school. Its not that I don't like school, its just I don't like the work in school. I like school because I get to see my friends and we have good laughs. I need to get my grades UP because right now I have 1 A 1 B and two F's. But those F's are almost D's. I really wish I could bring them up to at least B's but it is kind of hard with just two weeks left in this semester. I guess I slacked off a little bit. The only reason why one of those F's is an F is because I missed a day, a thursday before our winter break, and unknown to me there was a test that day that I missed. I still have to make it up and right now it is a 0 in the grade book. But when I make it up, it won't be a 0. I'm sure it won't be passing, but it wont be a 0. They will be essay questions on a few chapters in the book, which of coarse I have forgoten everything in those chapters because of the long break. I do get to see PR tomorrow. So thats a plus. :) Well, Love you all
Andrew Bennett

My trip Home

Okay. This was the worst time ever going home. This is what happened. Our first flight went out good and smooth. Then when we got to Charlotte NC, our next flight was delayed. We waited about and hour and the that flight to Jacksonville, NC was CANCLED. Then, pissed off, me and my mother, who we both got about 2 hours of sleep btw, had to stand in a line for about an hour to get a new flight. However, the only flight out today was to New Bern, NC. So we were forced to take that option because the airline, US Air, would not pay for a hotel because they were cancled due to "weather". Then we walked all the way back to the other side of the airport and sat there for about a half an hour and then we heard over the announcements our flight to New Bern was CANCLED. So here we are again, standing in that long line. Then we had to go to Greenville. So we flew into greenville, and when we got there our neighbor had to come from about 2 hours away and pick us up to take us to the Jacksonville airport because thats where my moms car was. Did I mention that our bag did not make it with us to New Bern? Yeah. So then as we went to Jacksonville, surprisingly our bag was there. Then I just got home about an hour and a half ago. But it was all okay because this is what else happened. There was this really, I mean REALLY hot guy that was in the same situation we were. I got to look at that eye candy for a few hours. Lol. On the airplane he sat two seats ahead of me but across. So every now and again I would stare. He turned around one time and saw I was staring at him and he just smiled and nodded his head. My heart was beeting really fast. Also, the flight attendent was so gorgeous. You can only think about the fantasies I was dreaming up on that airplane! All in all, it sucked. I didn't get to hang out with GB like I wanted to but maybe we will tomorrow.
Love Andrew BennettDid I mention that BV called me at 5:30 this morning. He woke up just to talk to me because he knew my flight left at 6am. how sweet..<3333