Friday, May 27, 2011

Hola!

Okay. Very upsetting news. We had people staying with us because their house got destroyed or something by a tornado, and while they were here, they stole over $15000 worth of my moms jewlery; including her wedding ring, engagement ring, and my grandfathers wedding band, which he is dead. he died when my mom was just 9. She is going to jail on Tuesday. I hope she has a fun time having her baby in prison. It really makes me mad becaues we took her in and she stole from us, stabbed us in the back. So, anyway, also some kid has been harrassing me in school. and YES I told on him. I hope he gets in so much trouble that he won't graduate this year. He is a senior. He also knows about this blog so if he sees this I hope he knows that I think he is a piece of s*** and he can die for all I care. <3 Anyway, other than that my life has been pretty good. I seem to be not liking BV very much at all lately. He is not being a good friend and I haven't hung out with him in over a month. Also, i have been thinking about going back to massachusetts this summer for a week or two to see my family. I would be so happy! I haven't talked to my family there in a while and I think I will call them tonight. Well, thats really all. Whats going on in your neck of the woods?? Love Andrew Bennett <33

Saturday, May 21, 2011

100!!!!!

WHOOO!!! NUMBER 100! YEAH.. okay, thats out of the way now.. Today was my moms graduation. She graduated from college today and it was a very interesting, and fun day. Starting with this morning, I woke up around 7:30am. and shaved and got dressed. Then we left at 8 to go to moms graduation. We got there and I sat in the sun for like, 3 hours until her graduation was over, and I also had sunburn from the day before, and now I have it worse. Then anyway me and mom went out to eat for lunch. I tried something new, sushi. It was tuna with the rice on the bottom. It was okay, but I used some wasabi, and it was HOT.. Hotter than I expected, lets put it that way.. lol. It made my eyes even water. Then we went to Sams club and got a wireless router, and came home. Then I set up the router for my mom and went to a friends pool. I swam for a little bit, played a couple games and then I left to go home. Then, I went to go see the Pirates of the Carribean 4 which was good! But, like 3/4ths of the way through the screen went black and stopped working.. but then they fixed it. Oh and before we went to the movies we stopped at McDonalds.. which took them like 10 minuets to make me a milkshake. Then, after the movies, we went to Walgreens and idk why but we did. Then I got a lollipop.. YUM. Oh at the movies it was me and 10 other people, so it was fun. Then I came home, checked my facebook, blog and everything else and now I am writing to you all. :D Well, today was an overall good day. Haven't heard anything from BV in about 3 or 4 days. :/ ehh its bittersweet. I am glad he isn't calling me that much anymore, but I still love him and want him to call me.. Idk... But its whatever. I am getting over him, slowly but surely.Well, now I am going to go to bed I think.. So goodnight everyone.. Or by the time you see this maybe good morning or good afternoon, or good evening, or even good night again... :D Love Andrew Bennett <33

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Old memories.

Hello everyone. I have titled this post Old memories. You can imagine about what. I have memories about how me and BV use to be. We use to be together all the time, just about 24/7 everyday, and there are many things I never told you about him, that I feel I can tell you all now. Me and BV have done "things" if you know what I mean. More than once, more than 10 times actually. By knowing this, I feel like you can help me a little more, and for anyone who knows me and BV please never bring this up and don't make it a big deal. I still find myself thinking about him a lot. I still wish we could be together like we use to be, that is all the time. I find myself not wanting a relationship with him at all, but more like it was. I have become attracted with the fact I can have someone to love on and be loved on back but with no commitments. I don't know, but I do know that I haven't talked to him in about 2 or 3 days and I miss him SOOO MUCH! I don't know why he hasn't even called me. :( But anyway, I still need a little more space. It won't be easy getting over this, but I have to do it. I love old memories, but they are in the past. I need to stop looking in the past and focus on my future. With Love Andrew Bennett <33 P.S. This is Post 99 for me!! One more and it will be 100!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

New Look

Hey guys! I was getting bored with the way my blog looked. Don't worry. It is still the same old Blog. But I just changed it a little bit. What do you think? Well anyway, me and BV are talking less than ever before, and I do not really like that at all, but I do. I am still not sure what is going to happen, but wish me luck in all of this! Thanks. Time for bed soon, I haven't gotten a good nights rest in DAYS Love Andrew Bennett <33

Friday, May 13, 2011

Obviously..

Ok. So How is everyone doing? Good.. I hope. Well, the title of this one is Obviously.. because well obviously I am still in Love with BV. Well, I am trying sooo hard to get over it, but he calls me all the time and he says he misses me and that he wants to hang with me. I am trying to get over him so that we can just be friends and nothing more but thats kind of hard to do when you want to spend every waking second with someone. We are no longer aloud to see eachother because of my mom. All we ever do is get in trouble when we are together, so we are not aloud to hang out anymore, although we sometimes sneak out of our houses and hang out outside at midnight, but thats normal now. How do I explain to him that I need some space right now to finish my thought process and try and figure out what I really need to do? I have tried to explain this to him multiple times. If we don't talk on the phone for a day, he calls me the next day and asks me why i didn't call him, or what I was doing. I feel like he could love me like I love him, but he is scared and he doesn't really know how and he thinks he will be judged even more than he has been already by our fellow peers. I really need help with this one. I would very much appreciate it. Love Andrew Bennett <33

Marry Me...


Saturday, May 7, 2011

Haha wow.. DONE this time.

hello. Sorry its been a while. But I am done with BV.. Like really done. I really just realized how he treated me like crap. And when i told him i cant even be his friend right now and i needed a break do you know what he said? he said the three words that piss me off the most. I DON"T CARE... WOW. what an a**. I am soo done. But anyway. I have been talking to a girl named well, you know the deal, named EM. She is currently living in TN but her grandparents live next door to me and she frequently visits them. So, I might start a relationship with her in a little bit. I am not sure. I may have already told you this... lol.. but we will see what happens! Thats exciting isnt it! Oh I got a new HTC inspire phone. I LOVE IT so far. It has android software and 4g. It is great. Well, anyway, I am going to go. Any questions for me? I have one. POP QUIZ....Question 1. When is my birthday? (what day and month)Question 2. How old am I?Can anyone answer these questions? I wonder... Good luck.!!Love Andrew Bennett <33

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Yeah.

So, yes. He as well as I had decided friends was good enough. The thing is he really wants me and a girl at the same time.. So i don't know. That is what he told me. If I could find a girl who would be willing to do that then that would be great, but I think that it would end in disaster. I think that me and BV might be together by the end of the summer, if all goes well. I am not sure though. i am not going to count my chickens before they hatch or put all my eggs in one basket... lol. So, Yes, we had decided to be just friends but now its more.. and yes it is a sudden turn around with BV that surprises me and I am also glad about too. Well, talk to you all later!  If you didnt see the last post don't forget to look down... I did two today. Love Andrew Bennett <33

New friend

Hey everyone. As I said, a new part in my life. My neighbors daughter moved in a little over a year ago, and they had a daughter close to my age. So we would talk and we were friends back then. Then she moved to TN and that is where she lives now. Well, we have been "talking" and she may be my next girlfriend. But I am still very attatched to BV. Oh her name is EM. Should be interesting to see what happenes. I really like EM but as you know, I Love BV. This will be hard. Me and BV have been getting closer and closer and closer. We are basically together really, but we don't call it that. :/ but we are basically together. Its still confusing at times. But I am trying to figure this all out. Wish me luck! any questions for me since I have been gone? I would love to answer some questions for you! Thanks! Oh and by the way... HAPPY EASTER! Love Andrew Bennett <33

Friday, April 22, 2011

ahh

Okay. Sorry. I just got my computer back from my mom. I had a little problem doing some bad things with alcohol and she took it from me. So I had not had a chance to blog. So sorry. It was my stupidity. Just letting you all know I am back and I hope you will look forward to learning a new piece in my Life. It is pretty exciting!!Love Andrew Bennett <33