Friday, May 13, 2011

Obviously..

Ok. So How is everyone doing? Good.. I hope. Well, the title of this one is Obviously.. because well obviously I am still in Love with BV. Well, I am trying sooo hard to get over it, but he calls me all the time and he says he misses me and that he wants to hang with me. I am trying to get over him so that we can just be friends and nothing more but thats kind of hard to do when you want to spend every waking second with someone. We are no longer aloud to see eachother because of my mom. All we ever do is get in trouble when we are together, so we are not aloud to hang out anymore, although we sometimes sneak out of our houses and hang out outside at midnight, but thats normal now. How do I explain to him that I need some space right now to finish my thought process and try and figure out what I really need to do? I have tried to explain this to him multiple times. If we don't talk on the phone for a day, he calls me the next day and asks me why i didn't call him, or what I was doing. I feel like he could love me like I love him, but he is scared and he doesn't really know how and he thinks he will be judged even more than he has been already by our fellow peers. I really need help with this one. I would very much appreciate it. Love Andrew Bennett <33
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  1. WayneMay 14, 2011 at 10:57 AM

    Andrew friends and love is a process, not an instant on/off thing. BV is your best friend and calls you all the time, but ffs don't get in trouble when you hang out; know when to draw the line. A real friend (that person you can confide in) is a treasure, and as his friend you need to help keep him on the right path; namely avoid booze and drugs, don't get in trouble with the law, and get your asses all the way through school. Give it time and don't give ultimatums. Btw what you and BV do together is no one else's business outside of this blog; your personal life and sexuality are just that; personal and at your discretion. You need to reassure your mother that BV is your friend and you will do your best to help you both stay on the right path. With Spring here and Summer coming up you guys can have some fun times; get into some outdoors activities and exercise; natural highs are the best. BV is loyal to you and that does not happen often in life. bfn - Wayne :)

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  2. AnonymousMay 14, 2011 at 4:25 PM

    I think you need to go back to the post of May 7. Perhaps read him some of those words. Or at least remind yourself of them. Maybe that will help get over him. My question, I guess, is why he is suddenly "all over you" after pretty much making it clear that wasn't what he wanted.

    Andrew, maybe you need to be upfront with him and just say "I need some time to get over you, please back off so I can, then we'll be friends. And if you want more than that, tell me so I know." I can understand that he is scared, and if you do get into a bf type relationship, for both your sakes, keep it on the downlow. You shouldn't have to, but your mom seems to think you get in trouble with him (what kind of trouble? at least you're not making babies!). And I guess you'll have to get used to the peers, at least until they figure out you're both just you, and not some sort of weirdos!

    Peace <3
    Jay

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