Thursday, May 19, 2011

Old memories.

Hello everyone. I have titled this post Old memories. You can imagine about what. I have memories about how me and BV use to be. We use to be together all the time, just about 24/7 everyday, and there are many things I never told you about him, that I feel I can tell you all now. Me and BV have done "things" if you know what I mean. More than once, more than 10 times actually. By knowing this, I feel like you can help me a little more, and for anyone who knows me and BV please never bring this up and don't make it a big deal. I still find myself thinking about him a lot. I still wish we could be together like we use to be, that is all the time. I find myself not wanting a relationship with him at all, but more like it was. I have become attracted with the fact I can have someone to love on and be loved on back but with no commitments. I don't know, but I do know that I haven't talked to him in about 2 or 3 days and I miss him SOOO MUCH! I don't know why he hasn't even called me. :( But anyway, I still need a little more space. It won't be easy getting over this, but I have to do it. I love old memories, but they are in the past. I need to stop looking in the past and focus on my future. With Love Andrew Bennett <33 P.S. This is Post 99 for me!! One more and it will be 100!
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  1. WayneMay 20, 2011 at 9:46 AM

    I dunno; sometimes it is like things beyond our control change our world and I guess we need to prepare for it. I remember with sadness losing my wonderful guy world to girls (this was back in the days when there was no such thing as 'coming out') and the difficulty of maintaining friendship. But if you are the one putting the 'space' into your friendship with BV, you may be missing out on some good times with a friend. Have you talked frankly with him about how much you miss him? Maybe be less infatuated and expand your social circle. Summer is coming. bfn - Wayne :)

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  2. AnonymousMay 20, 2011 at 5:55 PM

    The past is a wonderful thing. It's either bright and rosy and you enjoy looking back, or it wasn't, and you remember the lessons you learned. Yours are both, so that's also good.

    Give BV a little space, and then contact him. Let him know you just want to be friends again. See what he says. You might be surprised.

    Anyway, good on you, Andrew. And do something special for #100!

    Peace <3
    Jay

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