Okay, there is this new girl I started talking to.. her name is.. well, you know the deal.. her name is KR. I really like her and she is really sweet and nice. We are going surfing on Wednesday and it will be her as well as my first time, so we will see how this works out lol. It should be fun. But I still have feelings for BV. I try and try to get over it, but it is hard. I try seeking God for help, but its not really working all that well. The other day he sent me a message on Facebook and all it was was this: <3 Thats it. And I am really confused. Sometimes he has feelings for me I think and other times hes like no. I can not be gay. NO. But I don't really know. It is hard not being able to do the things we use to do, I miss it, I really do.OMG a bug just flew onto my computer screen!! AHH. Ok it flew away. But anyway, I am not really talking to EM anymore, the girl in Tennessee thats coming here in a couple weeks, So I really dont know about that. But anyway I had a long day at work and I am tired. I am going to bed.
Love Buddy
Monday, June 13, 2011
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Work things out and see how it goes Andrew. Hitting the beach is perfect this time of the year where you are; still a bit cool here. It sounds like BV still considers you his friend; maybe it's not fair to shut him out cos of the sexuality thing. Wow, you're lucky to have a job cos the economy is not the greatest right now in the USA. Have a good sleep. bfn - Wayne :)
ReplyDeleteNew friend! That's great!
ReplyDeleteBV sounds like he's really trying to sort out his feelings. Don't give up on God's help, but I think some times He wants you to grow on your own.
Maybe I missed it, are you done with school? Hope you're not working too hard every day! It is summer vacation...oh yeah, you're going surfing! Be sure to tell us about it.
Peace <3
Jay