Monday, June 27, 2011

Myrtle beach

Hello everyone! Its been a while. But my mom and I just got back from Myrtle beach. We went to see my cousins. It was super fun, but It wore me out. It was a much needed trip though. We just went for Saturday night until today, Monday. While I was there I went on the New ferris wheel. It is the biggest on the east coast. (supposedly). It was fun though. I will show you a picture. Okay. Now true talk time. Lets talk about BV. I feel myself wanting him more than ever now. Knowing he is going to VA for the rest of the summer, I will miss him. I haven't seen him for WEEKS! I miss him so much. I am still talking to KR and we are planning to hang out, but I cant help but feel I will never get over BV. It is hard, it really is. Because it is true love, at least on one side. I think he loves me and his grandma even thinks he is in love with me, she said so. I don't know. Why cant this be true, why cant it work out like I want for once? I know I am still young and I will find another person to love, but I think I found the one I want, and I cant have him. It really sucks. :( Sometimes when I hear a song that reminds me of him, I cry and think about what it would be like if we were together. :/ there are pluses and minuses just like any relationship. Anyway, any suggestions on how to stop thinking about him? PLEASE I need help. Many times I thought I was past this, but I guess I am not. Also, I am going to Massachusetts to see my family in 2 weeks, well 13 days now. I am so EXCITED! Well thats all for now i guess. Love Andrew Bennett <3


2 comments:

  1. It's the curse of the sex drive Andrew; it's called infatuation. The only cure for getting over an old love is to find a new one. Why is he going to Virginia this summer? Can't you still chat with him via computer? You can still be hot for BV and keep your options open too; get the gadar working and look around. Have a great summer and post again soon. bfn - Wayne :)

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  2. I do love Myrtle Beach. If you lost your Verizon cell phone, you probably got a new one from my niece! HAHAHAHA Glad you had an awesome trip - NICE pictures, really sweet!

    As to BV. I dunno, man, it's tough to let go. Maybe absence will make his heart grow fonder this summer, but I think becoming distracted with a bunch of other friends will help you get over him. Less time to cogitate on lost love.

    Good luck, and have fun in MA! Hope you can blog from there and let us know how it's going.

    Peace <3
    Jay

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