Thursday, November 17, 2011

very very sad day... :(

Hey. I have some bad news.. My day started like this: It was a good day. I was getting out of 4th period to go pick up my license plate and I went and got it. I came home and got something to eat and went to work. When I get to work, I look at my phone and it is BV and he says I am moving to Virginia tomorrow for good. Call me. Well, right away  I was so sad. So I called him, and we talked for a short 56 seconds, and then I went in to work. I left work and I called him, and called him and he didnt answer, but luckily when I got home he called me back. So, I went over to his house, outside of his house, and we hugged and hung out for about 2 hours. I was so sad. We really didnt do anything, except one thing I cant tell you about, Non drug related... but then when I went to leave, I got a long hug, again, and a last time kiss goodbye.. :*( And here I am now. Blogging to the world about my love, who I admit still love, but not like I did, moving to Virginia forever.. He is my best friend, and I will miss him like a mother would miss her newborn. I really need and want him in my life. Even though we barely talk or hang out, I still wish he was here, because it is the little things that count. Just knowing he is here, makes me happy. Now that he will be gone, I dont know what I will do. Please help me. JH I tried to call but no answer.. please call me. I love you BV and JH. And I miss you JH and I will miss BV. I will blog later.. Bye. Love Andrew Bennett <33

3 comments:

  1. Andrew, while BV might not be right around the corner, so to speak, it doesn't mean you can't have him in your life. It might not be the same, but at least you will be able to talk to him. Do not let the friendship slip away, hold on to it as long as you can. The reason I say this is because I did just that, let it slip away and I didn't find a person who was one of my best friends from junior high right on up through high school. I didn't find him until it was too late, because he decided his life as a gay man wasn't worth living anymore.
    So please, hold onto your friend as long as you can, even if its only by phone or internet.

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  2. I have always thought that it is the curse of modern times that close friendships are difficult to keep because of the mobility of today's society. It seems a good friend is always moving away because of school, job, family issues, etc. But Virginia is not the other side of the country from you. And you can still keep in touch via the Internet. He may move back again you never know. You have possibilities though; focus on school and your work cos friends are always a work in progress. bfn - Wayne

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  3. That's really a shame, Andrew. I know what BV means to you. Even when you were "apart".

    I hope for his sake he makes friends quickly in his new school, and for your sake, you're able to stay in touch.

    Sorry, man, I won't try any platitudes, I know this hurts.

    Peace <3
    Jay

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