Okay.. here is my life right now.. This is where I stand. Umm.. okay. So work is pretty slow right now.. I am only working about 28 to 30 hours a week and my paychecks seem to be getting smaller and smaller and my bills seem to be getting bigger and bigger. With my new car payment and my insurance increasing, I can barely seem to find the money right now to make ends meet. But I am doing it and I am determined to do my best. I am sure I will be alright. Okay. Also, you know how I was talking to KR.. well, I kind of stopped. I called JH the other night, and I was.. not gonna lie, I was drinking a little and maybe I said things I shouldnt have, but anyway we talked a little bit and we talked about KR. Well, I don't feel the same feelings I felt for her like I did, and I still have feelings for someone else... Not BV, dont even get me started.. Lol. We are still batteling friendship, but right now it is still kind of distant. Anyway, I got so fed up... everytime me and KR would make plans, she would have to cancel because of her mom saying no she cant go. Well, I finally got sick of it. So, sorry KR but I told her when u can go out and you want to, let me know, I will be glad to go out with u somewhere, but right now, it is not going to work. She was like alright, and she understands. I am not going to be focused on one person when there are many other people I could be talking to.. Like JR.. Lol. Remember him, yeah... He totally flirts with me haha.. but anyway, last night I got a txt from,, you may not believe CW. Remember him? Yeah, he was like hey my parents are out of town and I was wondering if you wanted to come over. I was like... umm... maybe let me think about it.. So long story short I ended up going over there, and HE FELL ASLEEP before I got there. WOW. So, I drove all the way to his house late at night, to "hang out" with him, and I got to his house, I called him a million times, and rang his doorbell many times.. DANG he is a heavy sleeper. But anyway, I moved some plants he had on his back porch around.. i thought it would be funny when he woke up he would be like...?? What the heck.. Oh.. Buddy must have been here, dang I fell asleep.. Lol. But idk. I texted him today and he never texted back,, idk. He gets weird sometimes. Anyway, I am going to go to bed now, I am exhausted. HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Take care everyone! Love
Andrew Bennett <33
Ahhhhh, normalcy. Sorry things with KR didn't go better, but maybe in the future that will change, if you want them to. Otherwise, you're joining all the rest of us in trying to make and keep friends, and make money to keep the ends meeting!
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Jay
Yeah, cars are money-pits! It is best to cut back on other routine expenses that add up, like fast food, coffee, movies etc. Taking on more hours at work may be too much if you are going to school too. I always try to be careful of what I do or say when I have a few drinks; the purpose of booze is to lower inhibitions! (btw NEVER have your car keys with you when you are going to have a few beers with your friends!) Sometimes I think friends have too much of their time taken up by the digital age leaving less time for face-to-face contact. bfn - Wayne :)
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