Okay. This may sound dumb, but lets see what you think.. I have about 4 different types of deoderant. The spray kind. i use to use Axe and now I use Old Spice because I think old spice smells better. But anyway, the kind I usually use was in my car and I needed some, So I used some older axe I had. I sprayed it and I use to wear that when me and BV were kind of a "thing" and It reminded me of him. I instantly became in a sad mood... I don't know why but it did. I also have another one that does the same thing to me. When i don't wear those, I think less about him. Maybe I need to through those ones away. :/ I don't know. Also i wanted to say that I still have one of his jackets he gave me. Sometimes i wear it to bed.. Is that bad? It makes me think about the times we had and it makes me sad. But I dont know what is wrong with me because some times i cant sleep unless I have it. Sometimes I feel like I get a "high" from being sad. I like being sad. I dont know why. Maybe because I am just use to it and when I was sad BV use to comfert me.. but the bad part is I dont have him to comfert me anymore...
:( I feel like a freak a little bit.. I don't know. ehh. but anyway I have been trying to talk to XX. I kind of like him, and he knows about the blog and use to read it, so if you see this, then GIVE ME A CALL. Lol. Anyway.. Just figured I'd get something for you all to read. :p Oh and I need tattoo ideas. It will still be 6 months until I am 18 but I want to start planning now! I still havent gone to get my eyes checked again for my contacts.. Will let you all know when I do! Will keep up! Any questions for me?Love
Andrew Bennett <33
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
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Smells are indeed powerful sexual turn-ons, especially sexual memories. BV is still your friend so don't be too sad and you are definitely not a 'freak' just a normal horny teen. I would advise staying away from tattoos cos you are a different person twenty years from now and will regret it. If you do get one make sure it is small and tasteful and not visible when you have shorts and a t-shirt on. Are you and BV both planning on finishing high school in the coming years? - Wayne :)
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