New guy..

Here is the low down. There is this kid I have a class with, and his name is.... you know the deal... JR. I kind of like him, but i dont know him well enough. I dont know. He is straight as everyone knows anyway. I just seem to find the cute ones, with a little personality, who happen to be straight. Anyway, he is cute and funny and I would love to get to know him more. He knows I am gay, or bi or whatever the heck I am, and he doesnt seem to be put off by it AT ALL. Which is good.. very good. I even see him not really flirting with me, but kind of.. idk how to explain it. But anyway, yeah. Just thought I would update you a little. Still not talking to KR as much as I wish, we both work all the time and we never have time to hang out. But, I am hoping that will change... But anyway.. yeah. I got to go..  stuff to do you know... of course questions are lovely! THANKS!! Love Andrew Bennett <33

I love him THIS BIG...

Okay. Here it is. I love BV like a good friend. I really do, but some of his decisions push me away and make me not want to be his friend, but I know that I am one of the only ones for him. He may be my soul mate, but I believe that soul mates dont have to be together. I believe that soul mates can just be very good friends, they may be together for a little while, but not forever or they may be together forever. It all depends. But BV is my soul mate, even if I cant be with him, I will always love him. Love Andrew Bennett <33

Remember when...

Okay. I just wanted to say something. I heard this song on the radio tonight on my way home from work, and it made me think of the memories I have had in the past, the good, and the bad, and I bursted into tears. Hope you enjoy it as much as I do...

Love Andrew Bennett <33

Questions ansered..

Okay.. school is going good. Great actually. I have very good grades so far and only 12 weeks of high school left! As for BV, I do not talk to him all that much. Occasionally we will hang out or I will just stop by his house to say hi for a minuet but remember, we are NOT aloud to see eachother. After school I am contemplating a few things. I may go to a CC for a little until I find out what I want to do, and continue to work at the place I have been working for a year and a half now, or I am also thinking of becoming a nuclear engineer in the Navy. As far as work, it is good. I am moving up little by little and with that comes more money. So that is good. Things have slown down at work, we are not that busy anymore, which is good, but bad also because I find myself cleaning more than actually doing anything else. Umm.. Irene wasnt very bad for us here. We were one of the lucky ones. No major flooding, or major damage to my house. A few big branches in the yard, all of our trees are still standing, maybe a little crooked, but still standing, lol. Umm, our roof was fine as we had a new one installed in 2007. Nothing bad really happened to us. But yeah. Hope that answers some questions. BV and I still talk a little and text but not as much as we use to.. i think what will end up happening is after I graduate high school, we really wont see eachother anymore and part ways, which is a shame because we were such good friends, but now and in the future I predict, not so much. :/ oh well. But Anyway I will ttyl!  Love Andrew Bennett <33

IDK

Okay How are my people?! I am good. Not much going on in my life.. The only thing exciting is I have been playing the Mcdonalds Monopoly and I just need boardwalk for a million bucks and I need Ventnor ave for one hundred grand.. I would love to get one or the other.. Other than that nothing at all is going on. Sorry my life is so boring.. School and work thats it. OH one of my best friends is leaving to live in NYC. Her name is JH. I LOVE her. She is the bestest best friend ever. and she is moving away to NYC. UGH.. anyway. gonna go. NOTHING AT ALL TO TALK ABOUT! Give me some ideas. Questions always spark my interest. ;)  Love Andrew Bennett <33

New song found by me!

This isnt a NEW song, but it is a new song found by me. Many of you may not be into this kind of music, but I want you to listen to the lyrics. It is a very sad song. Just please listen to the lyrics and let me know what you think. I must say this is a TRUE story. Thanks for listening... Immortal Techique Dance with the devil
Love Andrew Bennett <33

Also I found this website today! Take a look! http://www.iraq-songs.com/

They are songs made by soldiers in Iraq.

RIP

Okay. Just wanted to toutch on a subject. Friday night, a boy from my school, he was a sophmore, I did not know him personally, I had passed him in the hallway a few times, and knew of him, died. He accidentally shot himself in the chest with a gun he was cleaning to go hunting in the morning. It is a very tragic event in our school, and we all had a moment of silence for him today. It is so sad. He would have been graduating with BV's class. His family will be in my prairs. Please have them in yours too.

current fav song..

I heard this song today and I love it.. Just wanted to share..!

Love Andrew Bennett <33

Time

Sorry I havent been blogging lately. Life is so buisy usually I go right from school to work. And I just have no time to blog. Also, NOTHING has been going on exciting at all.. I fell out of my kayak again today, twice.. still kayaking for lifetime sports. One more week. Then we move on to something else. Fishing I think. Honestly there is nothing going on at all in my life right now.. We are thinking of getting AAA.. For our cars. Thats about all that is exciting haha. Oh and I kind of like a girl in my lifetime sports class. I dont know. Something about her is just, you know. I know like I am 80% gay or so, maybe, but I know if I can find that right girl I can be with her. It will be hard but it takes time. I am still questioning myself a little when it comes to this stage in my life. We will see. Will keep you updated of course. Later! Love Andrew Bennett <33

Life right now.. Answers.

Okay. I have had this question before. By many people: What are your plans after high school.. Well, secondary education is a must in this economy I know, so I am going to go to a community college here in NC probably but for what? I am not sure yet. I drive a POS.. Nahh. its not that bad. It needs a little work though. The idle is low and it needs to be raised. Most cars, under the air filter, there is a screw where you can screw and you should be able to see the pistons opening, while the car is on, however my car, a 1994 crown vic, doesnt have this. They actually have to get into the computer to do this, PAIN. That means I have to pay someone to do it!! UGH. And last question. My job. I work in a restaurant called Rucker Johns. It is on Emerald Isle, so if any of you want to come eat tha'd be GREAT.. Lol. I am a cook there, have been now for almost a year and a half in November. I really like it, it is a good job for me to have. Well, okay. This isnt going to be all about questions, mainly because I only had 3, lol. But I will say I flipped over my kayak again today. And it was sinking, so I had to get it to shore and dump it out. Ugh. Teacher wanted everyone to stand up on their kayak. I have lousy balance, okay.. LOL not good for me to be doing. And I was like, umm just letting you know, I am going to flip this kayak. I gave her fair warning. Also, interesting, "The hot guy", i looked at his profile pics and saw him driving the car that was in front of me that one day. Remember. The other day I was coming home from the grocery store. But yeah, I think it was him, but he swears it wasnt. Idk. lol. anyway off to bed I guess. OHH gosh. Before I go, Lol. I wanted to tell you about something. Remember CW.. Way back. think wayyyyy back to when I started this blog. He is in 2 of my classes this semester, and sorry he is hot and everytime I hear his voice, I like, idk. I like, squirm a little bit, because just the sound of his voice gets me hot.. Ugh. Like it, but hate it. I dont want anything to "pop up" in class, if you know what i mean. Well, bed. Goodnight! Love Andrew Bennett <33